Well, now the letter is over (excepting my reply to your ps) and here is the closing. I think I may have gone a little overboard, but it's not as if i spent hours doing some crazy shit. Anyway, I tried to dig you out in this letter, but I don't know if I succeeded (why am I capitalizing my I's? very strange. I feel the need to go back and change them, but I won't) I may have scratched the surface, but at least it's a start. I'm thinking of new questions even as I type this. Like, what is your goal in life? What do you aspire to do, ultimately? And do you think you need another person in order to feel complete? Ok, enough of this intermediate closing type thing.
ps. I actually wear a string of beads like one of the many he's wearing. They're made out of seeds called rudrakshas, which means "tears of Shiva."